Saturday, August 13, 2011

Weeks Eleven and Twelve

SIGHH. Yeah, that's right. I'm a couple weeks late posting this. I'm trying to decide if I should give all my excuses or just blow past them. Hah. I have not been exercising lately, let's leave it at that. No, I should add that I've also been out of control eating-wise.

Struggles are still the same: finding time to exercise is hard with two kids, and Ember is teething which means we've struggled to get her down by 10:30 or 11 most nights. Jason works a lot this time of year, so I can't rely on him to watch the kids. My only real option is to do it after the kids are asleep, but since Jett wakes up at 6 these days, I'm not overly inclined to stay up late. What it boils down to is finding my motivation again.

Eating will always be my biggest struggle. I'm a compulsive person, especially with food. I'm also very impulsive with food, so it's very important that I don't have things laying around. Or that the things I do have laying around are healthy.

I wish I would've planted the garden this year.

Numbers. More big mopey sighs. My weight is 157. Waist: 34.5 inches. Hips: 38.5 inches. Up, up, up.

Next week my best friend is coming to visit for most of the week. She's pregnant, so we won't be eating healthy or exercising. I can promise you that! But after that.. I'll get serious. Right? I have to. I can't keep posting these terrible blog updates, it's killing me. Blah.

Well, I can't end on that note, so here's what I propose. I will figure out some way to have the kids in the basement with me while I do my workout. Even if Jett decides to join me (i.e. get in my way), it's still better than nothing, right? And I can see if Ember will keep entertained in her exersaucer. There's hope.

Until the next time. And the next time.

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